i am still sick after my late dad thanksgiving.
soo its been a WEEK since i last got out.
went mac with ariff n taufiq.
so many mats n minahs at night huhh
anakanak KKS (kurang kasih sayang)

and everytime i wanna go out,
the ones who asked me out is either someone i dont know
or the ones who i dont wanna go out with again ever. -.-
and its like fucking patheitek
SERIOUSLY !

then one night i was chatting with baaau
we were talking about how we missed being cuddled.
yeah, i remembered how i always got huuugs easily.
with ttm's around, pampering me.
accompanying me day and night

now i know how people feel when they say "LONELY"
yeah, im lonely.
i dont know who to find anymore.
and everytime i feel so down
even when im smiling at you or laughing with you.

and im suffering from anemia

hey hey !
HAPPY 2010 TO ALL BLOGGERS AND ALSO BLOG READERS !
as you all are maybe enjoying outdoor.
im indoors still sick, aching and as usual BORED.
played bejeweled in FB w/o even looking -_-


i have to wish people before they wish me back as usual
PATHEITEK (:
some didnt even reply.
some didnt even wish back.
AS USUAL
including bestfriends huhh

WHATEVER TO THAT
let bygones be bygones
2oo9 are mostly downs
gladly met some people out there that make it up (:

friends are meant to leave
thanks the ones who have stayed

still hoping to say goodbye to the bad days
but as i say
" forgiving is not as easy as forgetting "

YES, i admit 2oo9 is my arrogant year
not up to anything at all
cakap luh aku sombong, i'll deny
BUT
its true cause im sick n tired of it (:

well, i dont have much resolution except for
BE FAT ! :D


may you are blessed with good health n wealth, n ofcourse HAPPINESS. sorry for whatever shits i did in 2009.
Enjoy !

. Ariel Ariena . your baby ^^