it was just months back that kakak bought perfumes for me when she went KL with mama.
it was just few months back when i bought princess cologne when i went to some pulau.
it was just a month back when i bought CAN CAN PARIS HILTON when i went shopping.
it was just yesterday that munk bought me ESCADA INCREDIBLE ME when i went to pay the bills !


OOOOOOOOOOH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM GHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!

do you know LONG i waited for that perfume ?
even moooooooooooooooooonths before mama & kakak went KL
HOW LOOOOOOOONG WAS THAT ?!
i went everywhere to find it.
seriously !

thanks for the ' buah tangan '
heeehee (;

i'll update again n again soon (:
have no mood.
my middle finger-tip was slammed by a van door.
munk is on KL trip.
bau is away i dont know where.
i dont care if jalan raya with friends are canceled.
i dont care if i didnt answer calls or sms.
i dont care if i sleep the whole night.
i dont care if i didnt chat with anyone on msn.
i dont care if our friendship is off due to petty things.
i dont care if im still single.

cause i cant stand it anymore.

sorry for not contacting some of you guys for quite sometime. you people do really count huhh. well, im not in the mood to contact people. cause why ! number are being pass around again and again. and sorry for freaking out on the last few post yeah. many things are in a mess and she dont really bother to clean it up. I NEED A TIME OFF OKAY.as for some people out there, i do go out. soo dont bother to ask why you see me online always. that's kind of rude. and if people call your name in msn, dont just reply with a question mark. that's rude. and for the people who keep pestering me when are we going out, why am i not replying your msges. its my handphone, its my msges, its my hand, its my wish whether to reply you or not. pestering people is rude too.

for fadzly, condolences to you and your family. sorry i didnt get to go melawat.

goodbye joey. have fun at jalan bahar.

as you all know, exams are over. holidays are here. and i sound soo serious huhh ?
hahahaha !

KAY GO !

thurday -
i've updated on tumblr . a shitty day i wish i didnt go.

friday -
went causewaypoint for shooooooopping !
bought a bag n a perfume.
CAN CAN PARIS HILTON.
its not for hari raya mind you.
went bazaar for katira n dengdeng hunting.
found it bought it ate it ! ^^
and boy why do you keep smiling at my mum ? :D
buka at my aunt place,
its been long since i saw my cousins -.- HAHA

saturday -
went balestier for chandelier hunting !
i goooo crazy for crystal bright lights ^^
got one which really make my eyes go O.O
its a mix of black n white crystal. i loooooooove it !
went back yishun thinking that kakak n ZJ already reserved seats for buka at eigh8een chefs. BUT THEY DIDNT. soo we quickly rush to pastamania instead.
went geylang by toa payoh.
wanted to bump into badak beruang and hamster.
but i didnt. HAHA
hamster says there's activation at grandlink -.-
saw quite a number of peeps.
bought dengdeng and i get extras !
hahahahaha
cut a long queue which i didnt realise it existed !
the seller was entertaining me as i was thinking of whether to buy or not.
not much was left but i got extras.
mind you the seller wasnt flirting ok
sorry to the long queue people i didnt intend to do so.
bought black n red flowers ^^
im sooo loooving my home ! :D

sunday -
baked nestum cornflakes.
and i really cant remember how the day goes.

monday -
early morning sakit perut takley angs.
after buka i went to causewaypoint again for some admin stuff.

tuesday -
had her ERP exam, it was okay but i just forget the answers :P
baked kueh tart.

wednesday -
GEYLANG ! byebey (:

i thought you were not one of them.
i thought you are a gentlemen.
i thought you were nice.
i thought you smell good.
i thought you were good looking inside-out.
i thought you were true.

but after all this.

even as a friend.

you are one of them.
you are not a gentlemen.
you are bad.
you smell bad.
you are ugly.
you are fake.

i dont just judge like other people do.
i look, i see, i feel.

you're leaving soon.
you didnt even tell me when.
you didnt answer my question.
you leave me hanging.
soo what if its a week more.
i asked you a question.



i've updated some things on tumblr.
check it if you want to.

maybe her language you people wont understand.
now she's typing your language and you better get it in your head.

aku da penat dan malas nak layan k0rang nye karena. satu persatu perangai macam jubs !
k0rang pike aku nie ape pat0ng nenek m0yang kau piare ?!

i was there every single time you guys needed me. i was there when you wanted to complain about your ex's. i was there when you were bored. i was there from morning till night till the next morning. I was there.

was i even appreciated ? did you guys even say thank you? noo tidak, aku tak ungkit. my help was always sincere even if im a lil irritated by it. But i dont care as long as my friends are happy. you guys only find me when you're in need. other than that NO. i woke up from my sleep at 1 or 3 am in the morning just to pick up an unimportant call the reason bcause YOU CANT SLEEP ! tapi bile aku tak boley tidur k0rang ade taaak ?! TAK ADE ! didnt even bother to call or sms back. kalau aku yang tak reply, aku sombong, aku da taknak layan, aku da ade mataer. dulu ' you cepat siap i da pat bwh blk ' skrg ' you trun my place uh i lambat uh '

and people can still ask why the fuck am i still single ! and why the fuck i didnt contact people.

To the people i've hurt, im sorry. you wont get to understand me. im hurting myself when i hurt you.

but when i get irritated FUCK YOU !

eh pendek ! Kau pike aku bodoh eh ? ' si pmpn sialan tu, taknak i pike psl die ' pmpn sialan tu jgk yg kau sayang ! pmpn sialan tu jugak yang kau rindu ! ' i tak marah org yg i sygg ' kepale jubs kau. kau main2 ke kau betul2 aku tau luhh. da ade pmpn lain blang jeluhh tak mati kan kalau blang aku ! aku suruh kau buat msn utk chat ngan aku bodoh bahlol bukan utk makin reply aku lambat !

Eh takde bulu ketiak ! That bitch is still your girlfriend ! dont go around bitching about her when she's ur everything cause what you say about her reflects youu too !

Eh budak kecik tak sedar diri. pagi2 gian telepon aku. pmpn da taknak kau pergi alik pat aku. kau pike aku bodoh da muntah jilat alik ?!

korang plak ape? aku bukan rep luhh. bbl ngan prangai da reps confirm hati pun buruk macam reps bodoh !

kau as kwn aku tak percaye aku. Ade aku paitao kau. kau pernah tapi aku tak marah sbb asal gaduh ngan matair. boley blang aku siang2 pe. aku tak msg atau call, hp aku da ade technical problem yg kau marahkn aku apehal. kau yg tak blang kul brp pat mane. Kau yg lambat. Aku jugak yang kene. aku mimpi pasal bestfriend kau, yang kau nak jealous apehal. you choose her over me right. tak salah pe aku termimpi pasal die. well its a sweet dream fyi. psal 1 incident and ur not talking to me ? fine.

and lastly you.
you broke your promise of not leaving me even when whatever happens between us? bullshit ! and now the reason of u leaving me is that i have tooo many guy friends and u dont like it and you thought i have too much other friends to entertain ? budak muka innocent prangai nonsence tu yang kau nak sayang peluk lagi ramai lelaki drpd aku luhh. aku tak pgang pun si mamak tu. kau rindu aku ? P f f t ! jangan nak macam paham. and please get me out of your feat friend n change it to her instead. you tried to understand ? you're not trying good enough.


Sorry to say but i wish i never know you guys ever !

siape2 yg terase tlg tag board aku terbuka utk korang (: k