when i ask.
" wanna go out today or tmr? "
you asnwered.
" tmr, today no one at home with me."
when im at home.
you didnt cook.
when i sit beside you on the sofa.
you went down and lie on the floor.
when i woke up from my sleep.
you were praying.
i waited for you for 3 hours.
you went out and scolded me.


what is a good weekend anyway ?

update update update !
have not been online for a few days now.
i mean, really online chatting with all the people.
spamming facebookers.
reply real comments on tagged.
damn i hate long bloody comments.
no thaaaanks eh korang !

been very very very busy.
as if !
helping out my sister for the standard chatered marathon.
i've got a total of 60 bucks token for that ! :D
met new and old friends.

ammie, faizul (:
botak (:
ariff, sukma, raihan. (:

THANKS ALOT GUYS :D
i'll move on sooner or later. LoL

and im proud.
I HAVE THE BESTEST COMPANION ON EARTH !
kay bedek. HAHA !
hopefully you will prove me wrong huhh dude.
DOOOONT GIVE ME PROBLEEM . . . ! PUNDEK !
hahahahahahahahahaha

i'll end this update here.
frigging cold, ulcer, mouth swollen, teeth ache.


looooveloveeee ariaana (:

its been 3 days since i've step into class.
OMG ! whaaaats happening to me ?!
can anyone make me promise myself to go school ?
i really need you people help.
im not good in helping myself.

wednesday
i start at 1, soo i woke up at 9 or 10
went the the bank, had my lunch.
i bought a carlo rino wallet for myself.
leather smell i loike ! :D
met ez, bought a white dress tube.
met sairi, went to gv marina.
NO MOVIE TO WATCH
cause we were too late.
i was the happiest girl on bike.
cause of the lights everywhere.
(^.^) !

thursday.
woke up late.
wanted to go tamp with mama
buy tilam, i have no proper tilam.
thats why im always soo tired.
i woke up every morning with a backache.

but then it was raining heavily.
-____________________-


today - friday
didnt even notice i had messages until mama woke me up.
like 9 am
who starts school at 11 on a fri morning ?
alarms dont work anymore. wth !

let just see how the day goes for today
p f f t !

im baaaaaaaaack ! LoL.
i have tooo many things to update.
but you know me, im LAZY
HAHA

CA1 PIC was great, sweet and simple.
but AIT was SHIT !
i couldnt even finish up the whole paper.
DAMN YOU EXCEL n ACCESS !

MR DAI WEI MENG I WANT A RETEST !
suka hati laki aku nye anak jek :P

thurdays morning went career fair with shima.
seriously, with the pack people on board.
i thank god, im schooling in clementi. LOL
met new friend nurul (:
when i reached in, skai said i could go home.
BLOODY HELL.
saw aly (:
had a lil reunion at cafe 1.
fatin, dayah, shima, me ! LOL
kecoh -.-
shima nurul n myself decided to munch at POOPEYES ~!
wanted go back simei but ended up window shopping ^^
sorry for the budadk2 simei yg kite tak jumpe
hafizal, erul, ammie and you know who you are luh eh.

lepak at yishun with ihin faruq n us.
saw cacat, like OMG.
tegur orang macam taik abe nak jealous aku lepak dgn org lain.
HAAAAAAAAAAKPUIK !
got my caramel frappe sooodap !
overall, i had a great thursday with shima.
thaaaank you babe ! (:

saturday early morning i had to do registration in RP.
semua perangai B siaa.
boley bace taknak bace tanye orang.
then then saw OZA the taik mata guy. LOL
booored nak mampuuus. sempat aku online tau.

sunday went nenek house for pizza. bibik baked.
went admiralty for some admin stuff then to yishun.
ate at sakura, mama, kakak n zul.
that sakura guy handsome luh soyaaaaal ! ^^
and he kept walking by my table :D
shopped at cold storage, walaupun dekat.
car-ed back home, da sampai semua taknak turun.
movie-ed fantastic 4.
gerek day (:

as for today, me n fir went back home at 12.
MALAS NAK TUNGGU 3 HOURS BREAK !

kite ade blog entry dedicated to annie from ammie. :P


Monday, November 16
Hehhe. ^^\/

. . . . . . . .

HEEEEEHEEEEE ! :D

saturday
early morning had a small briefing about standard chartered marathon.
my first time walking in RP.
pathetic i know. HAHA
luckily theres adah with me.
and we're like the only malay in the group. -.-

wanted to watch paranormal activity.
waited for cacat at khatib since he ended at 2 and i end at 1.
my plan B was azul, but he replied only after i met cacat.
he really looked tired, pitied him.
didnt really walk around tamp 1.
had no idea of what to find when i reach there.
fucking pathetic.

guys . bikes . helmets . alter ego .
tsk.tsk.tsk

well, the movie let me down.
wasnt the scariest movie i've watched.
if the movie let me down, what else cacat right ?
capital P F F T !
in fact not a very good day for me either.

got a tight big hug at the end the day (:

fetched mama at nenek's.
they were like, "kau naik motor eh ?"
o.O how the hell did they know ?
from that noisy bike definitely.
BIG BUGGER TO YOU EH !

saturday was an outing with my bestest girls
shima and sadrinna. who else right ?
asyik keluar ngan guys jek. penaaat jugak -.-
we went far east to buy jacket ^^
then then then
CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR KUEY TIME !
hahahahahaha.
was raining like seriously raining.
waited for the weather to calm down.
saw wan farel, tak tegur, senyum jek tau.
wet myself, went orchard ion.
reach home even before 10 -.-

monday had my nafa retest.
siak siak ! i didnt stretch.
now, i walk even worst than nenek kebayan siuls.

tuesday, i really cant take the pain.
asked cacat to pick me up after his work.
thaaanks imee and fir for teman-ing me for like 1.5hrs
heeeheee !

otw back hujaan lebat nak mampuuus
naseb aku nak pakai raincoat die.
kesiaaan cacat basah kuyup.
ajak makan, orang tu balik rumah -.-
ordered DOUBLEE CHEESEBURGER
but taakde mood nak makan.
lambaaat sangat bodoh nye mokmok.
play his laptop till 7.3o,
download all antivirus, flash player, mozilla.
upload his pics to facebook.
since 2007 he didnt even do anything for the sicky lappy.
kaaaypo guy read all my sms and chatbox everytime i receive replies.
change his name in my contacts
- hansem n cuteboi -.- macam paham.
went to ssdc for revision, next week btt !
lepak near braodway.
off to round yishun macam budak bods.
HAHA
though, for a long time. i had fun on a bike.
LMAO.
thaaanks eh urut kaki kramp ku,
fetch me from one end to the other
then alik north go central back to north again,
buat aku terperanjat everytime green light.

cacat sayaaang aku (:
LOIKE PAHAM !

i really hate to tell people about my past.
its hurting me mentally n physically.
some listen blankly,
some took advantage of it.
its making me mentally timid.
the more you ask,
the more i have to suffer,
having flashing images through my mind.

why some people just cant understand ?
i can make you a list of people who had hurt me.
i can make you a list of people that i've hurt too.

all this flashback is making me craazy
i have to cry forcing myself to sleep at night
waking up with a giddy head and bulging eyes
people shouting to wake me up
giving greetings with a cranky look

thaanks for whoever had once walk beside me and pushing me through.
thaanks for whoever had pulled me up and down again.
thaaaanks for whoever had given me high hopes to stand strong.
thaaanks for whoever told me that they wont leave my side.
thaaanks for whoever had broken each and every promises you make.

thanks alot (: