i really hate to tell people about my past.
its hurting me mentally n physically.
some listen blankly,
some took advantage of it.
its making me mentally timid.
the more you ask,
the more i have to suffer,
having flashing images through my mind.

why some people just cant understand ?
i can make you a list of people who had hurt me.
i can make you a list of people that i've hurt too.

all this flashback is making me craazy
i have to cry forcing myself to sleep at night
waking up with a giddy head and bulging eyes
people shouting to wake me up
giving greetings with a cranky look

thaanks for whoever had once walk beside me and pushing me through.
thaanks for whoever had pulled me up and down again.
thaaaanks for whoever had given me high hopes to stand strong.
thaaanks for whoever told me that they wont leave my side.
thaaanks for whoever had broken each and every promises you make.

thanks alot (: